My Invisible Opponent

Raw emotion There is undeniably no scarier feeling in a relationship than having to be vulnerable. When you are someone who has a borderline personality disorder, this becomes almost a nightmare. We already tend to feel things much more extreme than others. Now, having to open me up all over again emotionally can be almost …

These walls I built

Trapped It's been over one year since I realized that I have been dealing with mental disorders that I decided I needed to change and find a solution to. I always thought that building anything takes a lot more time and patience than breaking something down. But when it came to the walls I had …

Yayyy Me!!

Celebrate the small wins!! Learning to celebrate! I realize that dealing with any type of mental illness can be draining and tiring in so many ways. Physically, mentally and emotionally. I tend to be hard on myself when I find myself repeating certain behaviors. Which in turn makes me feel more depressed and anxious. One …

X Marks The Spot

Unlocking Treasure Being diagnosed with a mental disorder was definitely a very eye-opening experience for me (Let's not mention emotionally). Getting to know exactly what I am dealing with. Finding ways to free my mind or be able to find ways to manage these disorders successfully, gave me the drive to set off on this …

Falling Up!

Falling Up Perspective When I look back at how many times I have fallen or tripped in my life, I can think of many. As a kid, I fell plenty of times. As an adult, much less, With each experience, I learn to be aware of what not to do the next time to avoid …