It kept happening to me and I could not avoid it, no matter how much I tried. I would lay down and go to sleep and slowly they would begin to creep in. Like a snake slowly slithering through the grass, so did my never-ending thoughts. They slowly slithered their way into my safe haven, …
Mental Health Affects Us All…You Are Not Alone!
Come and join me on my journey and the journey of others who have dealt with mental health and fought through their own journey to build a better version of themselves and used it as a platform to elevate their inner self. Lots of new stuff coming on my channel. Thank you for all the …
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Forgiving is for giving me healing
We have all heard the saying "it is better to give than to receive." I can honestly say that this statement has never been more accurate, than when it comes to forgiveness. Not only is it good for the soul, but it also brings mental rest. I have dealt with my fair share of trauma …
Finding the piece that will bring MEntal peace
Young or old, rich or poor, big or small, black or white. We are all searching for one thing-Mental Peace. We all seek it in different places and on different faces. The one big key we miss when it comes to our MEntal peace is that it always starts with ME! For so many years, …
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A puppet of my mind
Finding out I had BPD was one of the most eye-opening experiences I could have ever had. It was a platform that would help elevate my mind to a whole new level. It gave me a place to begin my journey of healing. Although that journey has turned out to be a little tougher than …
BPD-Brings Painful Demons
BPD-BRINGS PAINFUL DEMONS Fear of abandonment? Self-image issues? Difficulty managing emotions? A pattern of unstable relationships? Impulsive decisions based on your feelings? These are just some of the demons that come with a borderline personality disorder. These are demons that I battled for most of my life from an early age. I had allowed my …
The uncertainty
Fear of the Unknown The fear of the unknown... One of humanity's worse fears. We always want to know what is going on around us and to us. When we are left not knowing, it leaves us vulnerable. It leaves our minds wondering. It opens up the mind to begin to create its own scenarios …
Hamster Wheel Mentality
Sleepless nights, laying there with thoughts racing over and over. Thinking of every scenario and every reason why, where, how, and what. I clearly remember these nights and the long exhausting days of my Hamster wheel mentality. Being that I suffered from depression, anxiety, and BPD, I understood this frame of mind all too well. …
The Tightrope Walk Of Life
I remember being a kid and going to visit the circus. I was so excited to see all the amazing and daring acts that made going to the circus such a fun experience. One of the acts that I loved to watch was the tightrope walkers. Being able to balance themselves on such a small, …
Solitude in an uninhabited place
Solitude in an uninhabited place Peace and quiet. Everybody needs this at some point. Some just don't realize how important and how crucial this can be. Especially when you are dealing with mental health. Especially someone like me. Being in a relationship when you suffer from mental health can be extremely challenging. Learning and finding …